I’m really, terribly sorry, to all the people who I’ve effected in a negative way. I don’t know how I act, to be completely honest. I just know that I can be wild, and crazy, and then the next minute I can just be depressed. I know I’ve lost a lot of close friends and said friends may read this. Said friends may never give me a chance to redeem myself; just because they don’t want to or they think they gave me way too many chances.. which is usually the case. I may or may not be asking for another chance but please hear me out. I realize the mistakes I made and I’m an idiot for doing so. I don’t know