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September 19th, 2015

I made a journal saying that i was thinking of suicide

Even though I got a bit of support, it has been going downhill

Im here, nobody to talk to, nobody to support me

I tried making accounts to make friends, and still nothing

I honestly have no idea what to do at this point

I dont know whether i should leave the fandom and hate

Kill.myself

Or just continue sitting here. Rotting

I mean, nobody supports me, coments on my art, or my youtube

I dont know what to do anymore.
Like it for a free cookie!

youtu.be/BDAlq9YDxBc
IM TIRED OF GEETING IMADDED INTO THESE VORE. HATS AND ALL I SEE IS SEX!! AND ALL MY FRIENDS ARE ACTIVE THERE!! IF I SEE ONE MORE SEX RP IMA LOSE MY SHIT. IM BOTH SAD ABD ANGRY. !!!!
www.twitch.tv/awesomeethantv03
www.twitch.tv/awesomeethantv03
www.twitch.tv/awesomeethantv03
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well Ima record a rant vid on furries and a special guest star 
(NOTE: No hate will be drawn towards furries only the special guest!)
But TBH this man has made a journal on me and now everybody is calling me an asshole and harrassing me
I will be contacting a DA Admin.
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ima answer a question reaaaaaaaal quic
Why Do You Go By "AwesomeethanTV?"
I go by awesomeethan TV because I have been livestreaming for 3 years.
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if i wasnt suicidal already.. passy had to make a journal calling me out when i was trying to help him
but.
i hate my life im getting so much hate and harrassment now..
So...
idk what to do
i get no love just pure hate
even tho he says dont hate me
the damage has been done
things have been said
hearts have been ccrushed...
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Ill list everything wrong with PingTheHungryFox :iconpingthehungryfox: Server
 Admins:
This is a HUGE Point.
The current admin (Vixxxx) is a very mean admin.
Ping's server allows rp's, so I called this dude my "dad" and guess what Vixxxx says? "Do NOT call him your dad..."

Guy_With_A_Tie> why?
awesomeethanr> owo?
Vixxxx> Because it's weird and he IS NOT your dad so stop...."
Guy_With_A_Tie> ethan just call me dadd
awesomeethanr> Vixxxx thats harsh
5 Minutes Later
Vixxxx> Somebodys SERIOUSLY going to get banned...

This guy is an overall asshole.
Plus he invited a friend of his who doesn't know Ping and is INSTANTLY Op'd. 

If I was admin I would do so many better things he'd never think of in his evil head.

Greet new players/People That join
Not abuse gamemode 1 (creative mode) for I am already have good stuff, nor would I cheat
I wouldn't give players items if they asked

Monsters

Is it just me or are there monsters EVERYWHERE?! XD

Thank You For Viewing!!
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picarto.tv/AwesomeEthanTV

Ill be building my server and eventually drawing!
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It'll Be At 3:33 PM EST
I'd appcreate it if you'd Joined and be active!
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picarto.tv/ ;
^ make an account today!
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Could you guys please join my streams and be active? I honestly feel loneluy and depressed and im not feeling good.. Please help me out?..
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaye wazzup mah dudes it's ya boi awesome reporting live on picarto.tv at 2:34 AM! WTF R U DOING UP SO LATE?! AN ALL NIGHTER BISH!Free Undertale Sans Headbob Icon 2 LOLOLOLOLOL Temmie Emoticon Icon Gif 3 - Undertale I don't know what is happening! The temmie intensifies The stare. Frisk Lick Undyne PFFFF Icon Omega Flowey Icon (SPOILER) Omega Flowey Icon (SPOILER) 
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Copy and paste #StopitYoutube EVERYWHERE
WE ARE LOSING SUBS!
I LOST 139!!
OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK 
SUBSCRIBE NAAAAAAAAW!
plz...
I beg of u.... 
www.youtube.com/channel/UCc6-p…
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So today me and my mate have been engage, I asked her to marry me and she said "Yes", I can't tell you if i've ever been so happy! ^~^
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Is my PT SAI broken??? when I save it as a (png) file or (jpg) file, it doesnt show up in my folders!!! HELP!!!
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Sorry guys I haven't been putting up any art, I've been focused on my work with YouTube, QnA ton.
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bullies...
:icondragonx1010:
:iconn-ivo-on:
Sorry I saw a stop bulling ad on Tv XD and these are bullies to me.
#Stickup,stopbulling
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