I’m really, terribly sorry, to all the people who I’ve effected in a negative way. I don’t know how I act, to be completely honest. I just know that I can be wild, and crazy, and then the next minute I can just be depressed. I know I’ve lost a lot of close friends and said friends may read this. Said friends may never give me a chance to redeem myself; just because they don’t want to or they think they gave me way too many chances.. which is usually the case. I may or may not be asking for another chance but please hear me out. I realize the mistakes I made and I’m an idiot for doing so. I don’t know how to make friends, or where to find any. I wasn’t to change for the best, emotionally and me Nataly those may be the same words but they have the same impact, I’ve done wrong and I’ve accidentally hurt people. I’ve never tried to hurt or witch hunt my friends. We are all humans and we all have regrets and we all make mistakes, but that doesn’t mean we can’t make up for them. And again, I’d never try to hurt a friend or someone I value close to me on purpose, most of the time I can’t even control how I feel. So again, I’m sorry. I’m sorry yo server owners who find me annoying or wild in their servers. I want to change but I can’t do it alone, all I’m asking is for people to love and support me so my body can “tick” and realize that there’s nothing to be sad for and that there’s people willing to help me. I’ve said this 19 or so times, but I truly, honestly am sorry. And please, to any ex-friend reading this… please give me another chance. I’ll be better than ever.
-Rex (Fire, Arkan, Andrew)